Anger

I know it's uncalled for. Suddenly, I just burst out in anger. After what happened, I know I was in the wrong. I wish I didn't just say anything. It's my mistake. I apologized but I know the hurt is already done. I hate myself now...

So basically this is what happened: something so silly happened and I suddenly burst out. It was childish of me, I know. I wish I'm more knowledgeable. Though I know I am, all these lessons and things I've studied and I feel like I've never grown up right. I'm immature when it comes to this and I hate it.

Or perhaps, it was "not in good term" relationship with my mother that stemmed to this. Either way, I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't have done that. It was absolute immature of me, and seems I've lot of learning and understanding to do. I just wish my mother would just forgive me for what I did...